When this strange wild machine was well splashed by the lights of this begining phase of usual, my inner life strangely different in this awakening, maybe still under the veil of these disruptive elements, had no difficulty to cover itself from the dark toughts. And time was passing by, but still I wasn't able to see the truth beneath these words. Perhaps, happiness was strangely filling my entire body. I was prayin' for this moment to never end... is this heaven? These tought were haunting me... no they were hunting me, and were about to catch me.